“Most times, lack of understanding could ruin a beautiful relationship. One can say something with a particular perception while another can bear a different conception of that same thing. Hard as it may be to accept, written messages often deviate the content it tries to convey in the mind of others…but for spoken words, the reverse somehow may be the case.” Quote by Ann
Just when Nabel
thought she has found all she ever wanted in Danny, this particular issue always surfaced. At several times in their relationship, he had relied on his
parents to makes most of the decisions that concerns them. She had tried to
make him understand how much she detest that but it has remained the same.
Hence, the time around, she could take it no more…let’s find out…
Six months has gone
since Danny moved to the capital territory. Everything has been moving fine and
our phone communication has definitely improved. Especially at night, we could
stay on calls talking nonstop until anyone of us falls asleep. In his absence,
I visited his family once which made it my second visit. Though I found it bit
uncomfortable, I was able to summon the courage and not only that, I wouldn’t
have dared if Danny had not requested. Mrs. Clinton was down with fever and was
placed on bed rest by their family doctor who insisted that she required enough
rest to be able to recover fast.
“Oh Nabel, how
thoughtful of you to have come around. You are welcome my daughter.” She
managed a wry smile as I greeted her.
“How do you feel now mother?” I inquired and returned the smile while I
drew closer to her bed. “Not too bad my dear. Come sit by me, your presence
would make things a lot better.” She coughed. I sat beside, held her hand and
watched her till she fell asleep. During my previous visit, Mrs. Clinton had
told me to feel at home anytime I come around. So while she was asleep, I went
in search of Tricia. I checked the sitting room but she was not there. I was
contemplating on whether or not to try her room when I heard a sound. I jolted,
took some step forward toward the direction of the sound and then pause.
“What’s that? Is
everything ok?” I asked, unsure of the source of the sound. Hearing no
response, I boldly moved closer and finally emerged into the kitchen. There she
was staring so sad at the glass plate on the floor. “What’s the matter Tricia?”
I inquired but she didn’t response. I guessed she was a bit angered. “Are you
hurt?” I asked as I rushed towards her. “No, am fine. It’s just…just…” She
pointed at the floor. She had wanted to collect a ceramic plate from the
cupboard above her when a glass plate slipped. So she dropped the former in a
bid to get hold of the glass one but she missed both and then came the sound.
Luckily, there were no breakage.
I picked the two plates, replaced the glass one while I kept the other on the large table at the center of the kitchen. There were potatoes, cabbage, garlic, olive oil, onions and few others on the table. “What are you going to make?” I asked her, collecting a knife. “Cabbage. Mum doesn’t want anything but this.” She replied. “So, how did you learn to cook soup?” I was curious. “Mum taught me.” She replied. I knew she was too tender for that but I guess she must be very smart to have learn so fast. This time, she took a stool, climbed it and brought another knife. I was amused that she was acting like a grown up but I tried not to show it.
“Don’t worry, just
watch on while I take care of the cooking.” I said and began peeling the
potatoes. “Thanks, but let me handle the garlic.” She requested and I just
shrugged. Meanwhile, I washed the potatoes, caught them and put them in a pot.
Tricia added some water, and placed the pot on the gas cooker. I washed the
cabbage too, sliced it and the rest followed. In less than fifteen minutes and
with Tricia’s help, the soup was ready. As Tricia dished some and took to her
mother’s room, I cleared the unattended plates in the sink. Tricia came back to
the kitchen and helped me rinse the plates…they were really a whole lots.
“How long has mother
been like this?” I asked her. “For almost a week. But she is better now than
she was few days ago. I was scared.” She replied. “Oh poor you! Don’t worry,
mother will soon be alright. She just needed sufficient rest and…that’s it.” I
assured her, making sure to use the right wording so as not to pull tears from
her. I later learnt from her that her elder sister, Joyce travelled out of the
country on vacation with her husband while Oliver, her immediate elder brother
had gone back to his new school where he was admitted to study Quantity Survey.
“Oh it’s a pity.” I almost thought aloud sensing how hard it must have been for
the poor girl since their father was yet to return from his business trip.
By the time I checked
Mrs. Clinton room, she had already finished consuming her plate of soup.
“Nabel, thank you very much for the soup.” She appreciated when I entered the
room. “Welcome. It was actually Tricia and I that prepared it. She is learning
very fast.” I complimented. As nightfall approached, I was deeply concerned on
the right way to announce my departure to them but fortunately the doorbell
rang and it was Mr. Clinton. I assumed he must have been informed of his wife
ailment but then I was very much relieve for his arrival since I had no
intention of spending the night there…I was least prepared. After exchanging
pleasantries with Mr. Clinton, he offered to drive me home and though I tried
to decline his wife insisted. I bade them good night as Tricia hugged me
tightly. “Don’t hesitate to call me anytime you need my help.” I whispered to
her ear and she nodded and I left.
Back to school, normal
semester activities were taking place. We were in the middle of the semester
and our practical courses had kept us in the laboratory for so long. In one of
those cases, we had just finished our practical on networking and were waiting
for our group leader to combine our individual report for collective
submission, when all of a sudden my phone rang. “Are you busy?” came the
unidentifiable caller. “Not exactly, but who is on the line?” I asked coldly.
“You will soon find out. Where are you now? I would like to meet you.” The
caller replied. “Well, not until you disclose your identity.” I insisted. “Nabel,
it is me, Kaleb.” The voice from the other end replied but I noticed a change
of voice. Kaleb was my high school classmate but I got admission earlier before
him. At the beginning of the semester, I stumbled on him when he came for registration
and scrutiny. He had informed me he just got admitted into engineering
department. “Oh Kaleb! Why would you want to see me? Anyways, am in computer
lab right now. You got to hurry up so you won’t miss me.” I said at last, directed
him and then dropped the call.
We were not yet done
with our group task when Kaleb called to let me he was outside the laboratory.
I excused myself from our leader and went to meet him. I couldn’t believe my
eyes when I came outside. It was Nathan, my high school crush. He was somehow
my first love, a relationship that was so natural to have existed. He was the
chaplain prefect back then while I was his assistant. We both knew that we felt
something innocent for each other but our title in school gave us strong
restriction – we tried to lead by example. However, after graduation, he had called
to pour out his feeling, then bearing in mind he no more had obligation to
protect. Soon after that declaration of love, he told me he was going to reside
with a far distanced relation due to his parent demise in a ghastly accident. After
that, I never got to hear from him again until now, here he was standing before
me, looking more handsome and gently than ever.
“You have grown into a
very charming lady Nable…more than ever.” He complimented and we hugged. “What
about you? You are now a big man!” I laughed. “So Kaleb, this was your little
secret eh?” I clowned at him and we all laughed. “So what are you doing in our
school? Kaleb never told me you were admitted here.” I was inquisitive. “Well,
I wasn’t. After a very long time, I retrieved Kaleb’ contacted him and was surprised
when he told me you both are in same institution. So, you can figure the rest
of the story yourself.” He concluded and we all laughed again. “So
what’s your schedule for the rest of today? Are you free?” Kaleb inquired. “You
guys must have planned it because I just finished all I have for today. Just
wait a minute.” I said and hurried into the laboratory. I informed my group leader
of my intention to leave since I have submitted my own report and he obliged. I
picked my school bag and left with them.
On our way, Kaleb suggested the school
cafeteria and asked if I wouldn’t mind and I affirmed. “Nathan, I don’t mean to
draw you backward, but believe me, I’m really sorry for what happened…I mean
your parents. I tried to get across to you with the contact you gave me to no
avail.” I sympathized. “It’s okay. I have long moved on with my life.” He was positive.
“Where have you been all these years? When did you arrived here and how long
are you planning to stay?” I was very curious, asking him so many questions while
Kaleb went to place our orders. All these he provided the answers cheerfully. We
all talked at length until they were ready to go but not without Nathan calling
me aside.
“Nabel,
can I see you again and how?” He couldn’t take his gaze off me. He looked very
attractive but I tried to be indifferent. “I…I don’t know. Aren’t you planning
to travel soon? ” I asked. He had told me he will stay a day or two with Kaleb
since it was weekend. “I am no longer with my uncle. I’m now independently
living alone in this state and I work too.” He explained. “Really? That’s
splendid!…But I was least expecting to see you.” I was short of words. “Don’t you
care about me anymore? Look, my feelings for you has never changed. You know
back then in high school, we were…” I couldn’t let him finish. I didn’t want to
remember the feelings I suppressed because of the title we bore then. “I’m
sorry to disappoint you Nath. Things are different now. I have someone now and
moreover I never knew you are gonna come back…I couldn’t have waited for
uncertainty.” I said calmly, trying not to sound rude. “I hope you understand
Nath.” I was observing the change in his expression and felt pity for him but
at the same time, I couldn’t help it.
“You are
right but I couldn’t have forgot you so soon. He must be lucky…the new guy.
Does he treat you right? Do you love him? Disappointment was written all over
his face. Perhaps, he had expected to meet me still waiting for him. But we
never had a deal after all, just like Danny and I had before he left to Capitol.
“Yes he does and I love him.” I was very firm with my response. As they were
leaving, Nathan was not as excited as he was few hours ago and by our looks,
Kaleb could tell things didn’t work out fine between us. I bade them good bye
and entered my hostel which was situated within the Campus premises.
That
night, I thought about Nathan, about our high school and above all, about what
he might be thinking that moment. Right within me, I knew I felt a slight
attraction towards him but then Danny was the present. So immediately, I
switched my thought towards Danny and wondered if he was alright. As though he
too was thinking about me, my phone rang and it was Danny. After our usual
greetings he said he has something to tell me. I thought perhaps, he wants to
tell me that he would finally be visiting as he had been procrastinating but I
was wrong.
“Nabel, you see after what you did when mother was sick, my whole
family now acknowledged you and has given their full consent for us to take our
relationship to the next level.” He started but I wasn’t surprised, the reason
I don’t know myself. “So what are you insinuating?” I asked him without any
slightest excitement. “Marry me Nabel. Mother said we should proceed with the
wedding as soon as possible.” He said. “So why the rush. Are you ready to take
care of a family now? Are you ready for a full commitment?” I interrogated him.
“”I can come home soon for us to prepare for the ceremony.” He answered and
that was it, I flared up. “You need not worry about that. My family stays
closer to you and they will always take care of you while I’m away.” He
replied. “I get it! It’s always about your family this and that. You want to
marry me and abandon me here all by myself…at the mercy of your family uh? It
doesn’t seem like you know what you want and the right time you want it. Like I
said before, I ain’t ready yet but if you are so desperate, then I’m sorry I
can’t be of help.” I retorted and immediately he angrily dropped the call. That was his second proposal or better still
and it was all messed up.
For more
than a month, we didn’t communicate. He failed to call and I was carefree.
Gradually, the space he occupied in my heart began to close up. When he finally
called, our discussion was very brief and from then henceforth we often quarrel
over mere issues. When I couldn’t continue pretending, I informed him I wants
to take a break and that was it…it was over!
End of Episode 4….Watch out for
Episode 5…
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